The more intimate I become with Christ, the more I realize
the horrifying reality that He is not in many of our churches. Leonard Ravenhill said of
the text at Revelation 3:20, when the Lord says to the lukewarm Laodicean
church, "Behold, I stand at the door
and knock," that it has nothing to do with sinners and a waiting
Savior. But that it is the tragic picture
of our Lord at the door of His own lukewarm church trying to get in.
I see many big, happy, shiny, busy churches, but I see no Christ
in them. Not the real Christ. I see a lot of self-promotion disguised as
gospel promotion. I see the Americanized
version of Christ that just wants us to be happy and blessed, but not Jesus
from Nazareth Who teaches us the way of the quiet sandal. I don't see the Jesus of the Bible-- the One
Who isn't calling us to be great, but rather Who is calling us to be
nothing. I don't see the real Jesus Who
said to gain life, you must lose it (Mark 8:35). I don't see a lot of people saying, "I
want to be great in You, but not with a heart that longs for greatness, but with
a heart that longs for You." I
don't see a lot of people saying, "Let my greatness be in humility, love,
obedience, truth, discernment, and wisdom."
What if God isn't calling you to be great? What if He is calling you to quietly serve
Him in obscurity? What if He is calling
you to be faithful in the mundane? What
if God isn't calling you to build that mega-church or gain that huge following? What if God's blessing on your life isn't
that perfect career? What if God's
blessing on your life doesn't look like what the Laodicean church says it should look
like? What if God's blessing on your
life looks like being confined to a wheelchair for the rest of your life so
that He can show His power in you and through you? What if God's blessing on your life is for
you to endure the despair and unknowns of having a young daughter with an inoperable
brain tumor so He can show His faithfulness and provision through you? Because I know people whose blessings look
like that.
What if God's desire for you isn't to be happy but to be
holy? Because I can tell you, the real
God of the Bible will always forfeit your happiness if it threatens your
holiness. He will not rip our idols from
our hands, but He will burn them away with the holy fire of His presence. John the Baptist cried out to the masses that
Christ "will baptize you with the
Holy Spirit and with fire" (Matt 3:11; Luke 3:16). Jesus said, "I have come to cast fire upon the earth, and how I wish it were
kindled already!" (luke 12:49).
How I wish this fire would be cast into our churches, to burn away all
that is not of the real Jesus. To burn
away all our empty blessings and selfish pursuits and replace them with the want
to be made holy.
To have deep, genuine intimacy with Christ, you must know
loss. He said so. Jesus said we must lose to gain (Mark 8:35). That is what carrying your cross means. The cross was not yet a symbol of hope and
salvation when He preached, "anyone
who does not take up their cross and follow Me is not worthy of Me"
(Matt 10:38). When Jesus said that to
people during His ministry, they understood the cross to be a symbol of torment
and death. At that time, the cross was
the symbol of ultimate loss-- loss of
self, loss of dignity, loss of status, loss of comfort, loss of life. Those who died by crucifixion were considered
cursed by the world-- a world that cannot comprehend a God Who can turn a curse
into a blessing.
What Jesus was telling them was that to have deep fellowship
with Him, there must be death. Jesus was
telling us that to truly gain intimate knowledge of Him, we must know loneliness,
rejection, and loss. Paul says that we
are heirs with Christ, "if indeed we
share in His sufferings in order that we may also share in His glory" (Rom
8:17). What Paul tells us here is that
to share in Christ's glory, we must first share in His sufferings.
When you take up your cross to follow the real Jesus of the
Bible, you must walk the way of the quiet sandal. You must tread the lonely desert. You must climb the jagged mountain and sit
atop in silence. You must
embrace the position in which you must get the answer from God, and God alone. You must become completely unsatisfied with
the things of this world, so that you can find your only fulfillment in the
things of heaven. You must lose your life in this world, so that you can find it in Christ-- you must die to self so that you can live for Him. The way of the quiet
sandal leads only to the door of the furnace, it has no other destination. And when you get to that door, you must close
your eyes, lift up your head, and step into the furnace as you say in your
heart, "You are my God. I believe
that You can save me from this blazing torment. And even if you do not, You are still my
God."
"If we are thrown into the blazing furnace, the God we
serve is able to deliver us from it, and He will deliver us from Your Majesty's
hand. But even if He does not, we want you to know, Your Majesty, that we will
not serve your gods or worship the image of gold you have set up." (Daniel
3:17,18)
"I want to know Christ and the power of His
resurrection and the fellowship of His sufferings, being conformed to Him in
His death, so that I may somehow attain to the resurrection from the
dead." (Phil 3:10,11)
"We always carry around in our body the death of Jesus,
so that the life of Jesus may also be revealed in our body. For we who are
alive are always consigned to death for Jesus' sake, so that the life of Jesus
may also be revealed in our mortal bodies." (2 Cor 4:10,11)
"But Jesus often withdrew to lonely places and
prayed." (Luke 5:16)
"After He had dismissed them, He went up on a
mountainside by Himself to pray. Later that night, He was there alone."
(Matt 14:23)
"Very early in the morning, while it was still dark,
Jesus got up, left the house and went off to a solitary place, where He
prayed." (Mark 1:35)
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