1. What he needed to do
2. That God would supply his needs
The two things Elijah was not told were:
1. Why
2. For how long1. Why
When I think about this story, it reminds me how much
farther I have to go in my spiritual growth.
I imagine what it must have been like for Elijah, to go to the brook in
obedience and just sit there and wait, and to do so in the faith that those
ravens would show up every day. I
imagine myself sitting there every morning and evening, scouring the sky for
any signs of the ravens and, more importantly, my breakfast and dinner. I imagine myself sitting there throughout
each day, twiddling my thumbs during the time between breakfast and
dinner. I imagine me wondering if I
heard God correctly? I imagine me
getting frustrated with God at His silence.
Surely He could mercifully give me a few words of communication as the
hours painfully tick by, after all, I showed up didn't I? I obeyed You Lord, You could at least
acknowledge that I'm here. A thumbs
up. Something. All the while, forgetting that God already
told me everything I needed to know, which is what I'm supposed to be doing and that
He would supply all my needs.
For all intents
and purposes, it would appear to us that Elijah's time at the brook
accomplished no real purpose. After all,
the only thing he did during his time at the brook was sit there and wait. No crossword puzzles, no Sudoku, no
newspaper. To make matters worse, we are
told that the brook eventually dried up.
I imagine my horror at watching that stupid brook grow smaller and
smaller each day, growing more and more frantic with God's silence each day. Being tempted to get irritated with God,
asking Him why He would lead me to this place and allow such torment? After all, I obeyed didn't I? And watching my only source of water slowly
dry up was my reward? Thanks a whole
bunch, Lord.
We are told that Elijah didn't hear from God again until
the brook had dried up. The silence of
God wasn't broken until Elijah's resources ran out. Yet still, Elijah waited. He didn't search for another source of water. He didn't try to look for his own solution to
his problem. God had told Elijah to go
to brook Cherith and he made up his mind that he would stay there until he died
if he had to, rather than disobey or doubt God.
After Elijah's seemingly unfruitful waste of time at
brook Cherith, God next instructed him to go to a widow's house in Zarapheth, "I have commanded
a widow there to provide for you." (1 Kings 17:9). Elijah obediently went to the widow's house,
only to find out that she had one handful of flour and a few tablespoons of oil
left for her and her son to share. When
I think of myself in this situation, the first thing that comes to mind is,
"Well, so much for plan 'B'.
Where next Lord? The mouth of an
active volcano?" But it is here
that I realize the purpose for Elijah's time at the brook.
For God to use you as a source of strength and guidance
for others, you must die to your own strength and reasoning. Only then can the Holy Spirit-- the true source of all strength
and all wisdom-- flow freely through you and pour out into the lives of
others. During the time Elijah spent at
the brook, he learned not only how to wait on God, but he also learned how to
rely on God and God alone, and how to hold on to His promises regardless of his
circumstances, "for
we walk by faith, not by sight" (2 Cor
5:7).
Unless it is God working through
us, any attempt at trying to be a source of strength for others becomes an
unbearable burden. And because Elijah had endured the time at brook Cherith, he
was spiritually mature enough for God to use him as a source of strength and
guidance for the widow at Zarapheth.
When she tells Elijah that she and her son are going to eat what little
they have left and then wait for death, he tells her, "Do not fear." (1 Kings 17:13).
He said, "Do not fear..", and he meant it. He was able to say "Do not fear...", and stand firmly upon it.
I want that kind of faith. I want to be a source of strength and
guidance for others. And to have that kind
of faith, and for God to operate through us as a source of strength and
guidance for others, we have to endure our own brook Cherith. We have to learn how to be obedient to what
God tells us to do and not question why or for how long. We have to make up our mind that we are
committed to Him even until death, if that's what it takes. The death of our own reasoning and the death
of our own strength.
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