I think there are many people in ministry who think that
their heavenly reward will be based upon the part of their ministry that can be
seen. How many sermons they preached or
how many pews were filled or how many altar calls were made. How many mission trips they took or VBSes
they volunteered for or Sunday school classes they taught or books they wrote
or Bible studies they taught. But those
are all exterior things. Exterior things
are the wood, hay and straw that will be burned away to reveal the true
spiritual value inside. The Apostle Paul
tells the Corinthians that they must be careful how they build on the
foundation of Christ. There will be
people who build using various building materials: gold, silver, costly stones, wood, hay, and
straw, and their work "will be shown
for what it is" because the Day of Judgment "will bring it to light. It will be revealed with fire, and the
fire will test the quality of each person's work"--if what is built
survives the fire, they will receive a reward; if what is built is burned up,
they will suffer loss. Paul says they
will retain their salvation, "but
only as one escaping through the flames" (1 Cor 3:1-15).
I think the lion's share of our heavenly reward will be
based on the things which are not seen, because it is the things which are not
seen that have lasting, eternal value (2 Cor 4:16-18). Our reward will not be based on the outward
appearance of our lives and work, but will be more-so based on our motive
behind the thing we did, rather than the thing we did itself-- meaning, it will
be based less on the things we do and more-so on the person we are while we are
doing them. And when we stand before the
great and terrible judge Who is the examiner of human hearts, we will come face
to face with the awful reality that there is nothing that can be hidden from
the searching eyes of the living God-- there is nothing that exists in all
creation that is impenetrable to His flaming gaze. Scripture tells us that it is a fearful thing
to fall into the hands of the living God (Heb 10:31) and even though I look
forward to gazing upon the face of my Savior, I dread His examination of my
works because the only perfect human life that has ever been lived was His, not
mine.
We tend to forget that we worship a retributive God Who
is perfect in justice, which means even though our salvation is secure, we will
all reap what we've sown. Jesus says
so: "For
the Son of Man is going to come in His Father's glory with His angels, and then
He will reward each person according to what they have done" (Matt
16:27). We are saved by grace but we are
judged according to our works and the motives behind them: "For
God will bring every deed into judgment, including every hidden thing, whether
it is good or evil" (Eccl 12:14).
We can convince ourselves easily enough that our motives are pure, but
we cannot fool God. There are many times
in my life in which I thought my motives were pure and was convinced my
intentions were noble, only to find out otherwise when I truly surrendered to
God and allowed His searching eyes to sift through me. I can think of many times in my younger years in which I was convinced that I was right, only to find out after-the-fact that I
was indeed wrong. I have had me and my
family's life upended by people who were convinced they were right, and I
grieve for them because I know that one day they will understand that they were
indeed wrong, and I don't want anyone to have to face that.
As I contemplate these events in my life, it brings me to
my knees in humility because I have intimate experience with just how easily we
fool ourselves about the integrity of our intentions and the purity of our
motives. That is why Paul so solemnly
warns the Corinthians who prided themselves on their perceived righteousness, "let him who thinks he stands firm,
take heed that he does not fall" (1 Cor 10:12). Scripture also repeatedly warns us not to be
wise in our own estimation (Prov 3:7; Isaiah 5:21; Rom 12:3). We are also repeatedly told to allow God to
examine our heart (Lamentations 3:40; Psalm 19:12; 26:2; 139:23,24; Job 31:6; 1
Thess 2:4). Who can honestly stand
before God and claim they have a truly pure heart based on their own merit? No one.
We cannot fall into the trap of allowing the external
appearance of our life be our gauge for inner treasure. Inner treasure is the development of our
character in relation to our understanding of God. Knowledge of God comes through Scripture, but
understanding of God comes through experiencing Him and being in His presence. Which means the true measure of a Christian
has more to do with their prayer life, rather than how much Scripture they know
or what they accomplish. And if prayer
life is the true measure of a Christian, then maybe that helps people
understand why things look so dismal at this point in the church. Leonard Ravenhill rightly stated, "No
Christian is greater than [their] prayer life." He also rightly said, "We want power;
[But God] wants to expose our weakness. We want large bonuses for small
investments of prayer. We want to sow radish seeds but reap a forest of
redwoods."
The truth is, there are going to be countless people who
are utterly gob-smacked when they get to heaven and see. When the veil is pulled back and those who
thought they knew, those who thought they understood, come face to face with
how truly ignorant they were. When the
pastor with the successful earthly ministry sees the heavenly reward he thought
was surely going to be his, given to the elderly widow who quietly sat on the
back pew on Sundays and fought dragons on her knees as she prayed for him by
her bedside through the week. When
countless people in ministry see that the very reason for their seeming success
wasn't them, but the unseen and unknown people who were praying for them.
Scripture says that God examines our heart (Jer 17:10), and one way He does so is through fire. Scripture
clearly tells us that God is a consuming fire (Ex 24:17; Deut 4:24; 5:24; 9:3;
Num 11:1; 16:35; Ps 97:3). To survive a
consuming fire, you must become fire.
The only way to pass through the flame is to become a flame. The only thing that can withstand God's
nature is His nature. Thus, our heavenly
reward will have much to do with our character and how accurately we reflect
God's image. The more in-line we are
with God's character, and thus, the more accurately we bear His image, the less
that will be burned away when we encounter the fire of His presence. You can spend your entire life building the
exterior: a mansion with a single diamond inside on a meticulously
manicured 100-acre estate will all be burned to nothing, as if it never
existed, leaving only the diamond. Or you
can spend your entire life filling the interior: a ramshackle cabin with priceless jewels
tucked under the worn floorboards, and when the shack burns down, the hidden
treasure that was inside will be revealed for all to see.
Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust destroy, and where thieves break in and steal. But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where moth and rust do not destroy, and where thieves do not break in and steal. For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also. (Matt 6:19-21)
For the Son of Man
is going to come in His Father's glory with His angels, and then He will reward
each person according to what they have done. (Matt 16:27)
And I saw the dead,
the great and the small, standing before the throne, and books were opened; and
another book was opened, which is the book of life; and the dead were judged
from the things which were written in the books, according to their deeds. (Rev
20:12)
So we fix our eyes
not on what is seen, but on what is unseen, since what is seen is temporary,
but what is unseen is eternal. (2 Cor 4:18)
I, the Lord search
the heart and examine the mind, to reward each person according to their
conduct, according to what their deeds deserve. (Jer 17:10)
Why should any
mortal man complain, in view of his sins? Let us examine and test our ways, and
turn back to the Lord. (Lam 3:39,40)
Examine yourselves
to see whether you are in the faith; test yourselves. Can't you see for
yourselves that Jesus Christ is in you-- unless you actually fail the test?
(2 Cor 13:5)
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